spasm
i just woke up from a short nap. but i had time to dream that i got drunk and told him everything.
i need to learn that ignoring or avoiding a situation or a person is not the best way to deal with things. but i am not sure when i will learn this.
my head is pounding.
i haven't studied for the rhetoric test i have at eleven thirty tomorrow morning. but i just don't care. it shouldn't be too hard anyways.
i keep reminding myself that in three weeks it will all be over. but i don't want it to be over.
i am a spas.
posted @ 6:48 PM
4 Comments:
Ignoring or avoiding a situation or a person is not the best way to deal with things!
anonymous,
when i am honest and up front one of two things happen (and many times, both):
(1) i am called mean.
(2) i am vulnerable.
despite this, i have been working hard for the past year to become a person who doesn't run away from issues, people, situations, etc. but it isn't natural for me. i have always been a flight risk. always.
i like to run too. confrontation only used with some people, and with most, its the owrst thing ever. we should make a club!! its okay to be honest and mean club and then run club!!!! What do ya say??
audra,
i say, sign me up. and i also say, i might make a great president.
i wish you would have been here for margaritas too. we'll need to pick a weekend for me to come visit you in austin sometime soon. sound good?
i miss you. hope your weekend at home wasn't too awful.
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