have you ever

have you ever wanted something you couldn't have?
have you ever wanted something you could have but felt you didn't deserve, so you didn't take it?
have you ever wondered how some people can juggle multiple balls or pins or rubber chickens and make it look easy?
have you ever wanted to break all the rules just because?
have you ever wanted to follow all the rules just because it would be easier?
have you ever wished a moment, a conversation would last forever?
have you ever wanted to give up?
have you ever wanted what someone else had?
have you ever wondered "what if"?
have you ever wondered what it would be like to not be afraid?
have you ever wondered what people say about you when you are not around to hear it?
have you ever wanted to turn back the clock and start again?
have you ever lost hope?
have you ever created multiple scenarios for your life and none of them seem plausible?

i have.