silly girl

home again, home again.

"the wise thing to do is to prepare for the unexpected."

i couldn't sleep last night. i think i received a grand total of four hours. espeically considering i was in bed for close to eight hours, the percentage of actual sleep is not happy. i even walked around my dark, quiet house for awhile at four in the morning. i just couldn't stop thinking. stop worrying. stop wondering. i couldn't stop planning. stop questioning. stop replaying. i couldn't stop asking. stop being frustrated. stop smiling. i couldn't stop wishing. stop rolling my eyes. stop imagining. i couldn't stop praying.

we'll see. we'll see.

i will be in the presence of two of my favorite people in the whole wide world in less than twenty-four hours. sarah and richard, hurry. be safe driving, but hurry.

i'm a silly, silly girl.