now

i can't even tell you how many times i have said "shit" and "no" in the last five minutes. so yeah, i thought i had until midnight to complete this past week's online class assignments. turns out it was due at midnight--as in the midnight that has already come and gone. it was only half completed. shit. oh well, i am tired. i could care less. i have cried today. i have taken a two hour nap. and i have tried to escape into the world of magic--harry potter, that is. it's not like i am going to fail the class or anything. i just...i just kind of wanted to do good. but right now, i think i want to go get back in bed more. fuck it.

rachael sent me an e-card that pretty much said i am nice and that she had fun hanging out with me last night. i had a lot of fun hanging out with her too. i don't usually get told i'm nice. i am usually told i am mean. so, it was a happy, welcomed change.

i actually enjoyed my macroeconomics class today. i thought it was interesting. weird, huh?

i am so exhausted that crying is easy. or maybe i am so exhausted because i have been crying so easily.

sarah and richard in five days.
goodbye to fort worth in twenty days.